I moved recently, and I find myself searching for a means of reinvention. It seems as if a new outer shell, a new home, new walls and formats calls for a new being to make the trip worthy. Granted I did not travel far to move, but I find myself moving so much faster without having to pack any boxes.

New announcements lead to what I have wanted and worked towards and I feel more nervous and unsatiated than I expected. I don't know if it is nerves or the desire to turn tail and spend some time relaxing at the beach.

Many times in the past days I find myself wondering.. what exactly am I busting my ass for?

I fall back into my normal step, highlight another event in the calendar, make another resolution towards positive change and swear to become what I want myself to be without regard to the fact that I really want a break.

Why does it take me a week to deposit a paycheck?

I want to be perfect.
What exactly does this mean. What factors must I perfect?

• Home
• Work
• School
• PV
• Self
• Physical Self
• Relationship
• Friendship
• Family
• Finances

Lots of work to be done. Hopefully this fresh start will prompt positive change. A sounding board is a positive start, I think.

Or maybe just a method of procrastination.

Either way- it feels good.